
Haunted by memories of a night walk up Snowdon in 1989, the prospect of climbing Mount Fuji petrified me. Flashbacks of walking up the mountain riddled with food poisoning from a reheated Sayers pasty and will-ing off my Sega Megadrive and my Barry Venison autographed post-it to friends, convinced I was going to die, had put me off climbing anything. Apart from stairs.
Years ago, a storm on Fuji had beaten my brother and he had vowed to go back to try again. Driven by my own failure I agreed to go with him. After seven hours snaking upwards in a single file of hundreds of walkers, we made it to the summit. We sat and watched the sun rise. A sight that was greeted by a sprawling mass of onlookers who collectively drew breath in unison at the beauty of what they were seeing. I sat and thought about the mistakes I'd made during the 28 years prior to this moment and said a few words to the important people that had shaped the journey of my life so far. To some I apologised, others I thanked.
Before heading back down I wandered around the summit and stumbled across the figure above. He was perfectly still. A side of me felt it was wrong to take his photograph but I did. As I took it he moved slightly but stayed as he was. I'll never know what he looked like and in a way it'll always bug me. Much like when you go on holiday and wonder whether you've left the light / grill / or tap on. What's interesting about this photo, for me anyway, is that whenever I look at it I wonder where he is at that moment and think how odd it is that 5814.60ish miles away I have a photo of him on my wall and he'll never know.